I'm not sure
but this feeling might be real
cos you are truly one of a kind.

the never ending shit

For some reason, I'm questioning about the meaning behind this "FRIEND" word.

*Friendship is such a relationship which we should definitely choose carefully, either you will end up with a very good lesson or a very good Friend.

the other side of a coin

I don't really understand what is happening right now.

I just feel

E M P T Y

New Year's blast

Happy New Year!

2011 had been the hardest yet the greatest year in my life. In this whole year, I went through a lot of things that grown me up as an young adult, most importantly, I got to learn about what life really means to me. I thank my friends for being by my side along this hardship, for them to support me every time I am about to give up. I am blessed to have them in my life, friends that take nothing for granted, which is nowhere to found this days.

In the end of the year, I went for a trip to Hong Kong to celebrate New Year with my little sister. I thought it will be an ordinary trip, but then it turn out the best trip in my life. This trip is my turning back. I got to be a better person and it strengthen our bond as " sisters". We made a great duo and be the best friend that we never did before. I really thank my mom for this trip, because from this trip I also got to know what I really want in my life. I have set that goal in my head and surely I'll do anything to reach my goal.

2011 also taught me that no matter how good other people treats you, nobody is good enough to replace your family in your heart. Family was sent by god to be my angels, to protect and to comfort me in any situation that I can't bare. I can only say that I would rather lose everything than to lose my family.

2012 should be my brand new start as a newly born person.

the life I live

my nightmare is just at the next corner!

tomorrow is my interview day and I'm really freak out right now coz I'm not good at public speaking at all,NEVER! kindheartedly, the lecturer gives us 1 week to prepare, yet I just wanna ask him : WHAT SHOULD I PREPARE? He doesn't give us even one clue!

in short, I AM CLUELESS

as final always approach, this week onwards, everything will just come like there's no tomorrow. I have to submit things everyday nonstop!I am so exhausted...maybe I should start eating ginseng to gain my strength =)
right now, all I can think of is to pray!for me to pass this sem smoothly, coz I just don't know what else I can do to end my nightmare.
GOD BLESS ME.

a dream that will soon come true (hopefuly) =)

while I'm still figuring out what is my dream really about, everybody is on their way chasing it. Sometime I wonder do we really have to had dreams? people often said "dream big", for me, as long as my life runs smoothly, I don't really need what so called dream. But recently,I notice that lots of my friends had grabbed their stars as for me, I don't have any star to grab. I just deal with the current happening. I then start to think of any dreams and I get excied. I want to go to Paris. I want to go to London.I want to go to USA.I want to go to New Zealand. To fulfill this dreams, I'm going to have a job that can take me to every part of the world. This is my 20 year old dream!