the life I live

my nightmare is just at the next corner!

tomorrow is my interview day and I'm really freak out right now coz I'm not good at public speaking at all,NEVER! kindheartedly, the lecturer gives us 1 week to prepare, yet I just wanna ask him : WHAT SHOULD I PREPARE? He doesn't give us even one clue!

in short, I AM CLUELESS

as final always approach, this week onwards, everything will just come like there's no tomorrow. I have to submit things everyday nonstop!I am so exhausted...maybe I should start eating ginseng to gain my strength =)
right now, all I can think of is to pray!for me to pass this sem smoothly, coz I just don't know what else I can do to end my nightmare.
GOD BLESS ME.

a dream that will soon come true (hopefuly) =)

while I'm still figuring out what is my dream really about, everybody is on their way chasing it. Sometime I wonder do we really have to had dreams? people often said "dream big", for me, as long as my life runs smoothly, I don't really need what so called dream. But recently,I notice that lots of my friends had grabbed their stars as for me, I don't have any star to grab. I just deal with the current happening. I then start to think of any dreams and I get excied. I want to go to Paris. I want to go to London.I want to go to USA.I want to go to New Zealand. To fulfill this dreams, I'm going to have a job that can take me to every part of the world. This is my 20 year old dream!

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Don't know why, but recently

I feel sad when showered with happiness

I feel empty when my life is filled with laughter

I feel alone when surrounded by truckloads of people

guess I'd lost the meaning of life.

miss you pops